Thank you all of you- you have been sooo sweet about this- Mrjerseyguy- I really do appreciate your advice-Don't feel bad-I just took your advice to heart- which is a GOOD thing- I am taking a trip, in a week, up North to resolve this...It's also a long distance relationship so we have to work who's moving where....
Yes, I think it is a lot do to Amo-If I only would of said yes to marrying him when he asked me! (that was when I was four and he was six and I think he just did it to impress my mom for an extra serving of chocolate cake at my birthday party!)lol
Thank you again- I'm sure this will come to be resolved in the next few days-
By the way, so- I'm not the only that feels that way about staying in a boring "vanilla" relationship! That makes me feel better- I'll let you know what's going on in the next few days- Until then-I'll just stick to cyber-sex as my relief- after all- I think that's fair- a girl's got to get her treats somehow!