Quote Originally Posted by Dslave
Also... what is the most Sadistic or masochistic thing you have ever done... or thought of for a fantasy or story?
In the specific sense of "enjoying someone's pain", the most extreme thing I've done was probably beating my ex-slave into a sobbing heap with a metal studded belt. As often as I could, which wasn't anywhere near as often as I'd have liked, because the bruises were so serious that it took a week or two before I felt she could safely handle another.

As for fantasy...! My ex-wife used to play with thoughts of suicide - not seriously, just as a way to relieve her depressions; like the chap with seasickness, it was the hope of dying that kept her alive. But in consequence I made up a fantasy for her about how, if we agreed it was time (and if somehow we could arrange for her to disappear without awkward questions asked), I would spend a day torturing her lovingly to death. I never wrote it down (and a good thing too, since the police checked my computer a few years ago), but I recall that it began with tying her up with a lot of barbed wire, and then using a flail made of that sort of chain you get for fences that has big metal spikes in the links. Basically she was going to end up as ground meat.