sort of used to tie myself on and off over the years as far as i can remember, only started using pain to when i foudn out what bdsm was, before it just hoped noone would find out as that coudln't be normal. but i wished i could dream....
and yes i need the pain
only last ngith we experimeted with a hogtie that had my legs tied to my bound breasts over my shoulders, seen it on a hogtied tutorial and Matt said it would be torture and not many can take it. am wondering if he played with people who like pain before...hmm. i loved it, althoguht we didn't tie my ellbows as he said as i got problems with my shoulder anyways which forces master to untie me after a short period of time or i'll scream bloody murder. so instead we played with electrcity.
wonders, me a painslut?