Ack, that sucks. And, i can understand how you feel, i won't go on about it here though, i PM'd you.

One thing - try not to hit the bottle, the hangovers will make you feel worse and physically crappy..which in turn will make you more down. i can also understand that not having anyone to whom you're close know about your submission makes it v difficult to make anyone understand that it's about a little more than just splitting up with a boyfriend. (er..not that THAT'S not bad enough). And that's what we're here for...*smiles*

Anyway, like i said, i PM'd ya...if you want to reply and chat, feel free, if you don't feel like it, that's fine too.

sl