Quote Originally Posted by Twilight
He IMed me quite soon, of course, and had the nerve to tell me that it was a character flaw of mine to ignore people. He does not even know me! Furthermore, he ignored my every request! I asked not to be pressured, I asked for space...and he ignored me. It was very, very upsetting. He signed off without giving me a chance to reply, and I broke down in tears.

The whole experience has shaken me very much. I do want a chance to discover my submissive side, but...it's all gone so wrong, I don't know what to do now. Is there any hope for me? Should I continue with the one I currently call master? Is it worth looking for prospective dominants in the future?

I apologize for my sob story, but I really needed to talk it out. Thank you so much for listening.
Hi Twilight!
Boy does this have a familiar ring to it! Been there, done that! So called Dom's who like to blame a submissive for having an opinion, preference or thought in their head or heart...well hun...they simply are not worth your tears! As Mmark said you have every right to protect yourself! Using the ignore/block button was quite ingenious! But being the kind person that you are and feeling the need to please others and not hurt others feelings, even though they may have hurt yours, is a trait that some so called Dom's look for in there submissives thinking that they may be able to wear the "kind" submissive down!
Do not give up...there are many couples that have met on-line and now have a good D/s relationship! (Unfortunately, I am not one of those yet either! ) It is very difficult to gauge others when you talk to them on line, and it is also difficult to know if they are being honest about themselves! Just because you (and I) are honest and sincere does not mean they will be.
I wish you the best and am so sorry to hear you had to go through this. It can be quite painful, but just keep on being yourself and you will find the one you seek! Good things come to those who wait...my Mom taught me that one....and she was very wise!
If you ever need an ear...just PM me!!

Hugs and kisses
~ltp~