Tainted John,

That just sucks. LTP has lots of good points and re-reading them makes me realize how much stronger she has become because of her own relationship struggles. Pathetic? TJ, you are anything but that.

To be in love with a woman you can't trust isn't what anyone needs or wants. Trust, communication, and a willingness to please each other are so very mandatory.

If you've discovered she's not going to be "the one", then let her go. Your "in denial" dom side and "dissapointed" sub side will be better off with another switch who can be the light of your life.

Big hugs and many good blessings to you as you go through this rotten experience.

Ruby
XXX 000