Quote Originally Posted by Ocean_Soul
Sounds like me, only I'm a Dom, so same message, just from a different perspective.

hhhmmm seems to me that Y/you two should get together then and maybe work out Y/your frustrations with each O/other!!

sayuri, all those material things are just what you said, play things. seems to me you are looking for the 'life' not just the play. to do that you need to be seeking a life partner not just a play partner.

i am very much the same as you. i always 'pushed' boyfriends to make them physically over power me, not realising that i was looking for a Master. but, luckily for me i have found One. He knows how to control me, my mind, my actions. that does not mean i do not think for myself, or that i have no opinions. just that He listens and decides.

anyway, good luck girl. stay true to yourself and dont settle for less