Quote Originally Posted by Ruby
Is the offer still open if you want to come back for FREE?

Like Kats said, we don't have all the details.

Perhaps she is chasing you, because you want to be caught? You e-mailed her saying you probably wouln't come back. Probably is not a real no.

You may want to make sure you are sending the right signals, so she can, too. What do you want to happen next?
Nothing was mentioned about it being free. I mean this was in a professional dungoen. So I have to assume it would not be. If I were to do this over the course of time who knows what would happen.
Frankly, my head tells me to let it go and move on. And I most likely will.

I did not mean to be confusing to her but this was probably the most erotic experience of my life and I emailed her afterward to compliment her and let her know that. Hell there was no one else I could tell!
So yeah maybe you are right and I should not have emailed back at all - but she did request pictures of the marks.
She had asked me some questions during our session and did not quite believe some of my answers and I wanted to comfirm to her what I said was in fact true as long as I was sending the pics anyway. For example she did not know whether to believe whether I was nervous because it did not seem so. And yes I would be extremely drawn to her if I were to go back.

I probably opened my mouth up too much when I emailed her after our session and told her she was intelligent and pretty and that she was the type of person I could potentially quickly form an emotional bond with - and that this would not be good for my current relationship and that scared the hell out of me.
She said she was delighted with our session and the marks she made - at least the physical ones. The session was really intense and she told me she enjoyed our time together. I am not bragging when I say this - but I am just saying I have been with lots of women in the past - lots. Plus I am in sales. I have had a lot of experience reading people and my instincts tell me there was something there even though there was a money exchange.

I knew going in that I was taking a chance on something happening - not that is has - but there is always a remote chance - life is strange. Fortunately I have not built up an emotional bond at this time but you know how it is when you meet a new person for the first time and you can't stop thinking about them - especially when you have had an intense experience such as this.

I am alright as long as I don't go back. I know myself pretty well. If I went back I might be in trouble though. Then again maybe I am reading too much into all of this.