Quote Originally Posted by Ruby
I don't think you are reading too much into this.
That intense thrill of those first satisfying experiences is nothing to take lightly. Let's face it, it can be addicting.

When I asked "if the offer was still open if you want to come back for FREE?", I thought that would help clarify whether she wants you back for her pleasure or profits.
It was a question to ask her if you thought perhaps you wanted to go back for more.

There are many things to think about...
Was this for your entertainment?
Education?
If your partner discovered this activity would it harm your relationship?
Why would you be in trouble if you went back?

You don't have to answer here, just things to think about.

This was a craving I have had for a long time to do this. Funny it was like air being let out of a balloon after it was over. Like I finally got my fantasy fullfilled.
And it would absolutetly destroy my current relationship.
And I think it would be trouble if I went back because I know I would be so drawn to her - not as a dom but more as a person. I can just tell when it comes to something like this.
And I did not assume it would be for free. After all it was a professional dungeon - 8 rooms and all. But even if I did go back and pay I would be afraid it could develop into something which would not be practical for my current living situation.
But my point of all of this is I was just curious - trying to see if my intincts are correct about it. I could be completely wrong here and just seeing it from one perspective so I thought I would get some ideas from some of the people here.
thanks