Edge Sir, i feel Your angst, i sense that you are working through some deep issues, and i wish You success with coming to grips with them. i also would like to say , if this is the way You choose to work throught hings, that is very lucky for the rest of us here.
Your writing is pared down, words chosen carefully to have the most effect. and they surely do!
the emotions evoked are powerful.
i much admire your skill.
respectfully J's blu