Okay Nikita sug (think of sugar w/o the ar on the end...it's a southern thing )....I thought I would post something for you about one of those times when I just lost all touch with reality! This occured during one of my many visits with Max, who was my teacher/Dom. Not a real teacher....lol....he just taught me alot about bdsm...now he is just a friend as we have gone our separate ways.....but oh what wonderful memories he left with me! Before the following scene...he had given me my first enema! :yuck: It was terribly humiliating, but what it lead up to was anything butt! This is from my personal journal:

Well Max was gentle and patient and took his time. He started with a small probe, then his fingers. I had also brought along toys he had instructed me to purchase, and which he helped pay for! One was a vibrating butt plug. Now mind you when I bought the thing it didn't look so damn big in the picture!! But it was at least 4-5 inches long! He patiently worked that inside me and when he turned on the vibrator...wow! Anal is awesome! After he fucked my ass with it a bit, he finally let me feel him inside my pussy! It was my first DP!! Well sorta! LOL! After a while he had me sit up with the plug still up my butt, and as he stimulated my clit, I rode that plug like there was no tomorrow! And I came!! After asking for permission of course! I never thought it could happen but it did! Later he fucked my ass while I worked a dildo in and out of my pussy. At this point all I was doing was feeling...I was not thinking at all and before I knew it I came! I apologized to Max for cumming without permission and he made me get on all fours while he worked the dildo in and out of my ass. And for some reason...I guess I felt badly for cumming without asking, but I really think it was just due to so many overwhelming emotions...I just started to cry. I felt like I had let him down. He stopped right away and pulled me close to find out what was wrong. He cuddled me and held me and repeated several times over that I did not mess up! That I had not let him down and it was his fault for not realizing that I wasn't aware! He told me how beautiful I am when I cum and how happy he was that he found me!

Not sure if that's what you had in mind Nikita....but was I ever out of it...I guess I may have been in overload, I'm not really sure....but he made me feel better afterwards and that was the important thing to me...well after those awesome cums of course!

Okay...whose next??