JadeBride swallowed hard when Luke told her what was to become of her. She closed her eyes and slowly considered her options. Then she sighed. She really wanted him to get something back for all heŽd done to her. Slowly a scheme rose in her head, giving her at least a little confidence and the power to speak.
If i may speak freely sir... she waited for a nod then closed her eyes and began speaking... what you are giving me is not a choice. You just say i can accept what you want from me or change it for something even worse. So you take from me even the choice if i want to enter this relationship. You claim from the beginning that you will never trust me.. that you do not expect it. Sir you surely noticed that there lays something inside me that could even make me want the life you described to me under your rule. Deep inside me i feel the urge to serve. Still this is the urge to serve someone i trust. who will care for me as well as for himself. I could live, propably live well with all you want to do to me. What i cannot live with though is the way you want to start all this. you want me to give up all of me. my personality, my self, you do not even want the part of me that is willing to submit.you killed it. i can not find it inside myself at the moment. I do not want to submit. All my desire is gone. All you have left of me is this frightened bundle in front of you, unwilling to submit. If you want to tame a rebel.. you made me one. if you want to punish me until i obey... you made me not want to obey in the first place. JadeBride opened her eyes and liftet her head proudly. All I have now is to show you that I can do better than you ever expected. Show you that what you claim here as your goals is exactly what you never really wanted.I want you to hate what you do to me. I want you to trust me. I want you to forget all further plans. And for this IŽm willing to submit. IŽm willing to go through whatever you think you have to put me. IŽll become what you want me to become. And I hope youŽll not be satisfied by what you earn. Now you may punish me for whatever fault you see in my words... JadeBride swallowed again and moved her head forward, pushing her forehead against Lukes pubic bone. Her whole body was shivering when she opened her mouth and said in a loud and steady voice.. I will be your Jade Bride