i can understand feeling shy about this. but, there is a time and a place for respectful, bold, honesty. this is one of those times. a good D/s relationship and a romantic relationship are about absolute trust and honesty.

i have found that holding thoughts, feeling and ideas back from my Master can be just as damaging to our connection as dishonesty would be.

holding back something like this is a form of conrol on your part. learning to be a good submissive, is about surrendering all the control to your Master and allowing him to chart the course.

i would encourage you to be straightforward and honesy with your Dom. let him rise to the challenge knowing what your thoughts and desires are. give him control of this, and you won't be disappointed. it is an opportunity for you to grow together as Dom and sub.