Sending you lots of huggles and cuddles Kadence! I am so sorry that you had to experience such a thing!

First of all, to echo everyone else, your Master (if he can even be called that) was totally irresponsible! Whether the scenario was discussed on-line, and especially if he was standing right there, he was wrong to to have let someone just learning about this lifestyle do such a thing or allow it to happen!

And always set limits love....always! Or have a safe word if it is real time. If it is on-line, then ask as many questions as you can think of if given an assignment that takes you out in the open like this! My former Dom once had me go up to a woman in a bookstore and attempt to flirt with her (I failed miserably as I am so damn shy), but he was right there in the next aisle, where he could see me and make sure I was safe. Anytime anything happened between the two of us, that I considered to be a kind of exhibitionism, he was there.

I wish you love and happiness in all you seek.