*sighs* I miss him so much...so maybe bringing those little things back to mind helps...

...when he says he's proud of me for things that I had considered normal or not so significant at all
...him calling me by the name he's chosen for me
...when he bursts out that he wants to take me right now, just out of the blue while talking about other stuff...damn, I feel sexy then! *grins*
...when he says 'shut up' after I've been silent for a while *giggles*
...his sensitivity to my moods - he always seems to know that something's on my mind even if I have been trying to keep a low profile
...how we can both make wild plans and enjoy living in those castles we built in the sky, even when we both know most of them will hardly ever happen
...him saying that he's been thinking of me during the day, wondering what I've been up to
...when he's tired but tells me he doesn't want to leave...and the times he actually stayed up all night to be with me. Not a little thing at all, but something that blew my mind at the time. That he MAKES time for me in his tight schedule. *smiles*

I feel better now *nods and smiles*