Every Dom must have a price…surely?

[Isabella King]

besides it sounds like your really having fun so far.

Two down one to go

still four to go


Sir Russell, you wonder why this is going on - because he can and because I will but that doesn't stop me wanting to get inside his head (excuse the pun)

[Sir_Russell]

Sir Russell, you wonder why this is going on - because he can and because I will but that doesn't stop me wanting to get inside his head (excuse the pun)

Not what I meant, yes he can you gave him that power so that alone says you should just finish the task. What I wonder is what he wants you to learn or is this punishment. I do use cum restrictions as a means to punish, though I prefer to have her walk funny the next day due to having her cum many many times while trussed up so that any but very small movements is possible.

[Isabella King]

Apparantly I'm a tart! A posh tart, but a tart none the less and, in his opinion, I should be a little more reserved when talking to his friends - and the postman - and that guy who was walking his dog last week.

[gemmy]

Apparantly I'm a tart! A posh tart, but a tart none the less and, in his opinion, I should be a little more reserved when talking to his friends - and the postman - and that guy who was walking his dog last week.

Well Isabella, (and no ill intended) if you've been acting the way you say you have after only 4 1/2 days, I would have to agree with him - if you could be so easily distracted so quickly and require such attention from anyone who walks and even from this thread, I would worry about where your focus really was also - shouldn't you have these wants and desires from him, not everything that passes you by??

It seems to me (and of course I don't know the entire story) that you view your service as required by him as a chore, not something you are happy to suffer for him??

Just an observation from the outside looking in

[Isabella King]

Absolutely no ill will taken, Mastersgem. I suppose I've used this forum as a friend in some ways. I have no one else to vent my feelings to. I have no friends I can discuss this part of my life with and I've enjoyed being able to speak my mind here.

For what it's worth, I've served my penance and, due to my lack of commitment, I've not received the reward I was promised. I knew this would happen - it's not the first time I've pitted my will against his and lost and I know it won't be the last. It's the way we live and I have to admit that I take some pleasure from my suffering. He thinks I would benefit from total abstention. I think I serve him better with the promise of a reward but a small part of my soul wants to give up my pleasure in favour of his.