Struggling With the Transition

[stripedangel]

i'm very sorry to hear, jeanne...

this started before the latest issue with the kid, shortly after We signed our contract. it's like a switch went off in my brain. i feel alone. i miss His love, and i'm afraid that i'm pusing him away. the issues will just keep coming and i feel i need this to help me through the rest of it. i feel sick about it all.

[jeanne]

i'm very sorry to hear, jeanne...

this started before the latest issue with the kid, shortly after We signed our contract. it's like a switch went off in my brain. i feel alone. i miss His love, and i'm afraid that i'm pusing him away. the issues will just keep coming and i feel i need this to help me through the rest of it. i feel sick about it all.

I know you do, sweetie. It's hard, when you believe that the structure of D/s could actually help you both deal with life and it's problems, to not have that in a way that works for you as a couple. I wish I had a solution for you.