Hi Caligirl. A few years ago I would have said, "the beginning? what what?" But yeah, the rabbit hole just goes deeper and deeper and I have no idea where I'll be in another five years or ten years on this road.

I don't know if I'll experience full internal enslavement, or not. I don't know if I want to, or not. For now, it is enough to know that I am owned, to know that I am loved, and to know that I've found a truly compatible Master in the bedroom and out. (and holy hell, he better be after all the crap we had to go through to get to this point.) Looking at what's out there, it seems precious few are able to find a kink relationship that is compatible and meets their needs.

We are, after all, talking about highly specific and individualized needs. I'm sure each person could write a book on their philosophies/views of kink and what their relationships mean to them, and we'd have several very different books with a few overlapping points.

Also I love "Sarge" that is so awesome! Being thought of as his "pet" really does make me melt. The only thing that makes me melt as much is when he says, "Morning, lover." I love, "lover" as a title/label/endearment.